Share-A-Meal

“You gave me something to eat”

It happened on October 31,2014 at the Delhi Darbar restaurant at Connaught Place,Delhi. I had ordered lunch and was waiting for its arrival. I was surprised when the waiter brought the food as the portion of the food was large. In fact,the portion of the same food for the same price varied from country to country. In USA,it is lavish but in Europe it is of a smaller volume. In China and the Middle East,the portions are good but at times the tastes vary according to the local likings. As these thoughts flashed in my mind,I was in a real dilemma as I realized that even with my best efforts I may not be able to eat more than 50% of the food in front of me.

While in Kerala,I usually packed the leftovers for Bruno,my pet dog and thus he too very often had a taste of the high quality food I had,while traveling. But now Bruno was far away and I needed another option. Packing the remainder and saving it for dinner was one that came to mind. I did not want that. People seeking alms on the way side were very rare in those roads leading to the Parliament House – possibly because the “Nethas” or leaders fail to see these poor ones from their cars big and small in their rush to the parliament to take care of the poor masses of India.

I did not want to waste this food. I put it before the Lord … “Guide me Lord,show me a way” I prayed. “I was hungry and you gave me something to eat”… the words of my Master rang in my ears. Immediately I asked the waiter who was standing bewildered in front of me (minutes had passed since he brought me the food) to pack half of it. He said he would do that after the meal but I insisted that half of it should be packed   right away before I touched the food. I did not want to carry the left overs as I had been doing for Bruno…. It was done. I took the parcel and began walking to the Hotel not knowing what had to be done with the parcel.

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Suddenly,I saw a mother sitting on the footpath asking for alms. A child wrapped in a piece of cloth lay in front of her. Many were walking past her without even noticing her. Rarely someone threw a coin to her. Upon reaching her,I gave her the parcel. She looked up at me wondering what was inside it. “Khaana”,I told her in the little Hindi I knew and walked away.

But I noticed the glow in her eyes,and a wave of joy on her face as she heard that single word “Khaana” which in Hindi means food. I looked back after walking a few steps. She woke the child up and they were eating the meal of Delhi Darbar. It may not have filled them. But the joy on their faces remains one of the richest experiences I treasure in my memory lane. I made a decision at that very moment –to order a similar meal whenever I take a meal from hotels in my travels on road,and give it to the first one I see on my way,seeking alms. Sometimes I did not find anyone immediately,but would drive further,asking the Lord to show me someone in need.

And I have always found someone on the way,though it may be even after a few miles. As the monsoons began in Kerala,I thought I may not find someone seeking alms on the wayside due to rains. However,I made sure that I had the parcel with me and to my surprise the Lord showed me two,not one,on the wayside.

In the past eight months the Lord has been blessing this tiny effort of mine,more and more. Now Raaji,my beloved wife and co-worker in my endeavors for Him gives me a parcel whenever possible as I go out travelling. Some of my near and dear ones who have accompanied me in my journeys too have begun to share their meals. However the biggest surprise came from the members of the IDCFI,Bangalore led by Mr. Sunny Abraham. Once a week on a specific day they give their parcels to Mr. Sunny who takes and distributes it to the needy on the roadsides.

These lines come at the repeated requests of a few of my brethren who are a part of this effort and have started to share. In my experience I have rarely come across people who are so hardened at heart,to refuse to give something,sometime,somewhere for the less fortunate who are hungry. This is neither an organization nor a group and has no rules or regulations. I launch the ‘Share a Meal’ movement as a platform for anyone,anywhere who decides to spare something at any time for those are less fortunate than ourselves! Let us join hands and spread the message across to share a meal and share His love with the helpless,hapless and hungry ones around us. If you decide to be a part of this movement,email me at shareameal@wordtoworld.com and I will be praying for you.

Praise the Lord!

More than Words…

Bible Translations

Ever since I heard the call of the Almighty God and started the Inter Denominational Christian Fellowship Foreign units (now the Inter denominational Christian Fellowship International),the Lord burdened me with promoting and propagating His Word beyond the borders of nations and languages. It seemed a mighty unattainable task,for someone who had not even a Sunday school education. I did not know where or how to begin. I knew that if I took the first step in obeying His command,He would hold my Hands and lead me on. The first thing I realized,was that many who claimed to be led by the Spirit of God had no real intimate or intrinsic relationship with the Word of God. For many Bible reading had reduced to simply a “Sermon Reading” experience (reading only for references while hearing sermons).

Thus I started the “Brother’s Bible Lovers League” to encourage our members to read the Bible daily. Monthly Bible reading programs were initiated along with Quizzes,and other Biblical competitions to enhance Bible study. Bible Exhibitions named “Biblex” were held annually for promotion of the Word of God beyond the parameters of our Fellowship. I remember Rev. Dennis Gurney (now Sir Dennis Gurney) whose guidance,help and prayers brought thousands to the “Biblex” –the first such event of its kind in the Middle East.

Over the course of my ministry after nearly 14 years of study,I could no longer turn a blind eye to the outdated 100 year old Malayalam Bible translation which was in dire need of correction. After the Bible Society authorities turned me away,refusing even to look at the corrections I had noted through years of study,I  was forced to take up the task myself. I am always thankful to such authorities because ultimately it was their insult and inaction that paved the way for me to get the most blessed command from the Almighty God to translate and publish His Word. He bestowed upon me numerous Gifts and Graces for translating His Word into different languages,but additionally warned that I will have to face storms,tempests and fiery trials to be victorious. But He also promised “I will be with you and never let you down.”  The “Vishudha Satyavedapusthakam”,the translation of the Bible in the modern Malayalam language was published on 22nd December,2000.

I had taken  three 40 day fasts to overcome the  obstacles Satan had created –including adverse health conditions that even baffled doctors. But the worst was yet to come. Soon after the release of the Vishudha Sathyavedapusthakam, I was forced to leave the country of my residence for nearly 25 years. My erstwhile spiritual brethren were behind it. My Bible translation research work of two decades were destroyed by their actions. My wife and I both lost our jobs. Our children’s education was disrupted. Not a word of consolation,comfort or encouragement came from any quarter – people led by Holy Spirit or otherwise. Tabloids filled with lies from the enemy were read and quoted even in Churches. They were rejoicing that the new Bible was destroyed.

No! Never! My God never let me down! The Vishudha Satyavedapustakam was revised and reprinted with an additional feature –Subtitle Index,which no other translation of the Bible in Indian languages had. There was no looking back!. Today hundreds of thousands across the globe have made Vishudha Satyavedapustakam a part of their spiritual lives. From there,the Lord blessed me with one Bible translation after the other,enabling me to scale new peaks that were beyond my imagination!!

Over the past one and half decades the Lord helped me to present the New Testament to the Paniya Tribe which has population of only about a hundred and fifteen thousand in the Paniya language and the Gospel of Mark to the Jennu Kurumba tribe which has a population of around sixty thousand in the Jennu Kurumba language. These Bibles were  given free to these ethnic tribes. Above all,the Lord enabled me to present the “Christian Walk Bible”,the first ever study Bible on Fasting Prayer in English to all the English speaking people on earth. Besides “Bibles for Bibleless” and “Scripture Sharing Students” ministries were started to give Bibles free for those who could not afford to have a Bible of their own.

The Lord who called me,continues to lead me on. All this was made possible by the Almighty God because I never gave up my pursuit in spite of the fiery trials and tribulations created by Satan at every phase of the Bible translations. My actions for the Almighty God were not limited to mere words bound by inactivity . Satan cannot be silent as Word of God will destroy him because “the Word of God is like a fire and like a hammer that breaketh the rock in pieces”(Jeremiah 23:29). So he will be constantly using all possible means to create dissensions and divisions,envy and enmity to isolate us and deter us from our goals for the promotion and propagation of the Word of God.

Sometimes he will use Christians themselves for his purpose. William Tyndale and Mathew Rogers were burnt at stake by the forceful instigation of the then powerful Christian Church because these poor men had no endorsement of that church. People were banned from reading the new translation by Tyndale. Thousands of Bibles were burnt publicly and tens of thousands of people were tortured and put in jails for reading and distributing the Bible. But no king or church could destroy the Word of God translated by these martyrs. God used it to pass on through generations and millions and millions read it even today.

It is my prayer these words would inspire to go forward. God will lead your battle and guide you to victory.

A new vision for the Global Harvest

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When I planned our trip to attend a seminar in Indonesia,little did I expect that the Lord was going to give me a new vision about the building of His Kingdom. Very little is known in the outside world about Indonesia or about the Christian Churches in Indonesia. It was a rare and rich experience to be a part of the prayers for the “Global Harvest”at the Indonesian Christian Church during our recent visit to Jakarta.

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Indonesia is a unique country comprising several islands and has approximately 726 languages. I have yet to come across another nation in my travels which has these many languages. It is also one of the poorer countries of the world which I have visited. The Indonesians appear to be simple and honest people. On the three hour train ride to Ciberon,I found the countryside to be as poor as in North India and modernization had not crept in. The train journey was indeed a pleasant one with A/C coaches and reclining seats and the cleanliness maintained was remarkable as compared to my experiences in India.

 Christianity is the second biggest religion in Indonesia which is around 10% of the population. The unique feature of Christianity in Indonesia is that Protestantism and Catholicism are considered as two different religions and are included among the six religions of Indonesia recognized by the government. Of the 23.5 million Christians,7% account for the Protestants which number about 16.5 million and the remaining 3% are Catholics numbering about 7 million. There is no curtailment or restriction on worship though new churches are rare.

“Alkitab”is the name of the first Bible translation in Indonesian language. It has now been replaced by the TERJEMAHAN BARU,meaning the New Translation which is the most popular of the 22 available translations of the Bible.

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What was amazing to me was that,of the 726 languages,some portions of the Bible or the whole Bible has been translated into about 100 languages. This is indeed remarkable considering the meager resources for the Christians of Indonesia.

My seminar at the “Lembaga Alkitab Indonesia”,which is the equivalent of the Indonesian Bible Society was very fruitful. The well organized Bible Museum at the headquarters is indeed praiseworthy. It really gave me a new dimension to my dreams,of setting up a Bible Museum.

 

Museum Exhibit Though I have been leading fasting prayers in many nations across the globe,I must admit that I have not prayed for a rich Global Harvest for the Lord. The Holy Spirit led me to a new vision about the Global Harvest,at the worship of the Indonesia Christian Congregation in their prayer for a rich Global Harvest holding artificial golden stalks and ears of wheat in their hands. Though a small minority with little knowledge of the Christian activities on earth,their earnest and honest prayers touched me. Their purpose driven prayers were illuminated by the golden stalks and ears they held in their hands.

The prayers of these small groups of Indonesian Christians to reap a rich Global Harvest for our Lord should ignite our prayers too,for a great Harvest on earth for our Lord as we approach the end times.

The Heavenly Weapon against Satan

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Today many modern Christian groups question the necessity of fasting prayers in their spiritual walk. For many such, their anointing of the Holy Spirit is only the ecstasy experienced in their praise and worship sessions, lasting a couple of hours or more. Many are not concerned about their time before and after such sessions. The phenomena of the anointing of the Holy Spirit is not merely a short worship session experience but a continuous 24/7 presence. Those who are anointed and led by the Holy Spirit should always be aware that Satan is at their heels to destroy their anointing. He hates them as they are away from him,and lead others away from him too! So he wants to destroy the anointed people of God. That is why Peter warns us to be vigilant,“because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion,seeking whom he may devour.” (1 Peter 5:8)
Jesus forewarned his followers about the adversary Satan and gave them a mighty weapon to defeat him – “However, this kind does not go out except by prayer and fasting.” (Matthew 17:21) He proved that by his own life,  defeating Satan by fasting and prayer. Thus Jesus established fasting prayer as the divine weapon for the children of God, to defeat Satan, in their spiritual walk.

Change!

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We have stepped into the dawn of the New Year with new dreams,renewed hope and aspirations of prosperity. However,many of us fail to think on how to fulfil these in the days ahead. They would have reached this New Year without achieving or attaining any previous dreams though they had the very same thought process for ‘New Years’ in the past. Why? Why?

Their dreams,hopes and aspirations couldn’t bloom and bear fruit because they could not bring about the CHANGES in their lives which were required for attaining these goals. Only when changes – changes for the better –are brought about in our visions,attitude and the relationships in our lives,can the days ahead grant us the blessings we desire! Changes in our lives are achieved only when we change and enrich our relationship with God. God wants to grant us the blessings we long for … but only when we change from the past….

To bring about this change in His people He has commanded a process for His people;to sanctify them and build an everlasting relationship with Him,to crown them with His blessings to be His glory on earth. And that process of change is Fasting,as proclaimed by God himself in Lev 16:29,30,and 31,Num29:7 and again 3 times through His prophet Joel. “Sanctify ye a Fast,call a solemn assembly,gather the elders and all the inhabitants of the land into the house of the LORD your God,and cry unto the LORD. (Joel 1:14)” (Joel 2:1,2:15)

It is to bring about this change and establish an everlasting relationship with God,to experience the power and presence of His Son Jesus Christ with the power of the Holy Spirit,that the Inter Denominational Christian Fellowship of USA,Inc. has declared an International 24 Hour Fast on the 9th and 10th of January,2014. Restore your relationship with God ,renew your dedication to Him and experience the touch of the nail pierced hands of Jesus,making possible the impossible with healings,deliverance and above all,the amazing anointing of the Holy Spirit to make you a glowing testimony for Jesus in 2014 and ever after… God bless you.

The Real Stars of Christmas

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As I travelled across Kerala during this Christmas season I saw hundreds of thousands of colorful Chinese paper stars with dazzling lights adorning towns,roads,and villages of “God’s own Country”. I cannot question the wisdom of the people of “God’s own Country”,in celebrating the birth of God’s only begotten Son in a pompous manner. However,these beautifully made stars by the Chinese did raise a couple of thoughts in my mind.

I am not a Communist,but I admire certain ideologies of Karl Marx,the founder of Communism,and Mao Tse-tung,who effectively revolutionized the world’s largest populace to Communism. I have been to China a couple of times and seen the industrious and illustrious Chinese people working hard without any of the slogans,strikes,or tantrums that paralyze public life. These Christmas Chinese Stars made me wonder how different the comrades around me are.

These Chinese stars found their way to the St. Thomas Christians of Kerala too –who have been dividing and subdividing,forming thousands of churches in the love of the Son of God,who was born and grew among the poorest of the poor. Many of them are competing in their ‘star’ count for making news in the media,while some are trying to make an entry into the Guinness Records by making their ‘stars’ as big as possible.

Amidst this glamour and glitter,I was approached by a couple of villagers from a mountain-top village called Bonekkad,with an area of 1200 acres,about 53 km away from Trivandrum. They wanted food for the poor,neglected people of Bonekkad on Christmas Day.  I went there myself,to look into their sorrowful stories of starvation-deaths and poverty. I saw there the remnants of an old tea and cardamom estate planted by the British. Now there are only about 300 families left,as they have nowhere else to go. I did not see even a single Christmas star in any of their rotting shelters. There has been no supply of electricity for several years now,and Kerosene lamps are their only source of light. There are neither wells nor water supply. Their source of rust-tasting water comes through the huge rusted iron pipes laid by the British,ninety years ago from the river Kallar. There is an old dispensary without a doctor or medicines even for a fever or diarrhea. There are supposedly  4 to 5 bus services  a day to connect them to the nearest town,down the valley 20 km away but only a couple of them operate. The houses are all simply shattered shelters. There are 3 churches in Bonekkad,which belong to very rich International churches,but they have done very little for the welfare of these poor people. I shared the plight of Bonekkad with a few of my friends around the world. The Word to World Welfare ministry was established. A request was made to cut a part of their decorations and to sacrifice at least one of their delicious dishes on Christmas day,to share the joy of Christmas with these poor people. About 38 families joined me in this noble cause.

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Thus we were able to provide food packets worth Rs.550.00 to each family,which included 5 kg of rice,500g of sugar,500 g of coconut oil,one coconut,250g of Chilli powder,Coriander powder,Tea dust,salt,and other minor spices. While I was there,some of them asked whether we could give them a piece of cake as well –neither they nor their children had ever tasted one so far. Their request touched me and reminded of the thoughtless wastage at our homes. Special Christmas cakes were made for them.

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The plight of Bonekkad inspired me to search for other such places around the capital of God’s own Country. Nine other places were located and as Christmas draws to a close,the small sacrifices of 38 families have helped the Word to World Welfare to share the Joy of Christmas with 948 poor families. While the hundreds of thousands of paper stars fade away after Christmas,these 38 families radiating divine love to these poor people,have become the real ‘stars’ of Christmas!!

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Let compassion,comfort,and care for the poor be a part of your Christmas celebrations,paving the way to Heaven’s blessings for a peaceful and prosperous New Year!

The hand of Lord my God was upon me!

It was at the Annual three day fasting prayer in New York, at the end of December 2012, that the Lord commanded me to build a church in the Ecumenical Convention Centre at Bangalore. This seemed a difficult task as this had to be built in an existing structure full of beams and huge pillars. Traditionally for most apostolic churches,the Mass can be celebrated in any premises –all that is needed is a table and a couple of candles. In fact,this is how small groups of believers celebrate Mass in places with no churches and in remote areas where there are little or no Christians. However such a makeshift church was not what the Lord wanted me to build. I have always desired to offer my heavenly father the best and most beautiful in whatever I do. The Lord promised me that His hand which was upon Ezra would be upon me too,to guide and strengthen me to accomplish this mighty task for Him. It was this blessing of God upon Ezra that enabled him to lead his people from captivity,lay the foundation and eventually build the second temple of Jerusalem.

On reaching Bangalore, I was greeted by utter spiritual darkness at the ground floor of the Ecumenical Convention Center that had to be restructured into the church. In the six years since it had been built,no worship had taken place there,and it had become a den of devils. The task at hand was made even more difficult by the fact that the prayer fellowship occupying the first floor was against a church being built there because their prophetess has prophesied that it was not God’s will to build a church there. Their venerable prophet also uttered the same words and started praying against the building of the church. Little did they realize that these uttering made by them in the name of prayer,was actually strengthening Lucifer himself who was all out to thwart,defeat and destroy me and prevent the construction of the church.

God’s hand was upon me throughout the whole process as He had promised me –revealing to me His plans for the church,just as He had shown His servant David the plans for the temple of Jerusalem, and guided me with the wisdom He had granted Solomon to build the temple of Jerusalem. The construction of the church was completed by the grace and hand of God amidst all these adversities. The Church was consecrated on April 3rd,2013,by His Grace Joseph Mar Koorilose Valiya Metropolitan amidst the praises and prayers of scores of people who had come for the ceremony,even from abroad. This is the fourth church the Lord had blessed me to construct and dedicate for His glory in the name of His Son Jesus Christ .The grandeur and  uniqueness of the holy place,by far,is rarely seen in any other Churches.

The hand of God had miraculously and victoriously helped me accomplish the task He had entrusted me. Yes! The impossible is made possible when the hand of the Lord is upon you,guiding you and leading you. Praise be to His Holy name.

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Inspiration without Perspiration..

Most of us would have made very many resolutions,inspired by the Holy Spirit,at the dawn of the New Year,setting new goals for building the kingdom of God in 2013. Now that 10 days of 2013 have already passed by,let us take the time to reflect on what exactly we have done to accomplish these goals. Thomas Edison,one of the greatest scientists the world has ever seen,soon after the discovery of the electric bulb,remarked that a genius is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration. In my spiritual experiences spanning over four decades,I have found this to be true even in accomplishing tasks for God.

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Millions across the world are inspired by the Holy Spirit to attempt and accomplish great and mighty things for God. Their inspiration however,soon withers away,as they are not willing to perspire or toil hard,for the fulfillment of the goals inspired by the Holy Spirit. Some cite repeated failures or earlier reverses as the reason for their hesitation to start working. Edison confessed that he had attempted 3000 theories,before he could successfully invent the electric bulb .He never gave up though he failed during the previous 2999 attempts. Satan will use our past failures to discourage us,and make us disregard the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. He will even dishearten us,bringing to mind,our past sufferings in our endeavors for God,where God has remained silent and is yet to answer us. The divine calling of Moses should ignite us to action! At 80,when life seemed waning and wasted as a shepherd in the wilderness of Midian for 40 years,the Almighty God called Moses for one of the greatest missions He had for any human being.

Yes! We are not finished as yet. He still wants to use us! That is why the Holy Spirit has inspired us with new goals for God in the New Year. There are those who feel that there is no need to rush,as there remains yet another 355 days of 2013! They should be mindful of St. James warning:Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomorrow. You are just a vapor that appears for a little while and then vanishes away (James 4:14 NASB).

So let us take that first step forward. Our Heavenly Father,who inspired us through the love of His son Jesus Christ,will empower us with His Spirit to accomplish the goals He has set before us.

Praise the Lord !

Adieu 2012 ! Welcome 2013 !

2012 started off with a bang,with the blessings of graces showered by the Almighty God at the Annual 72 Hour Fasting Prayer at New York. The New Year was joyous as the Lord gave us the privilege to celebrate the marriage of my son Ajay with Ansu,solemnized by His Grace Joseph Mor Koorilose. The entire ceremony and reception was indeed blessed by the love and mercy of the Almighty God,the presence of His son Jesus Christ,and the leading and guiding of the Holy Spirit. It was a new experience for the attendees unlike other modern day weddings. Thus,the Lord wiped away our tears,which were shed for the past couple of years on Ajay’s issue,and removed once and for all the ridicule we suffered,even from spiritual spheres. Both my daughters,Viji and Reji,were pregnant. Viji gave birth to a sweet baby girl (Sharon Rose).There again,it was a miracle,as she had a miscarriage earlier and was not conceiving for some time (with a lot of questions hurled at me). We were all anxious about Reji,who continued her pregnancy despite repeated medical advice to abort the child. She believed what God had assured me that He would save the child and that He had chosen the child. Nathan was born with serious medical problems,but the Lord miraculously healed him with a couple of operations. It was an unquestionable medical miracle,with every step documented. His miraculous recovery was posted on You Tube with more than 3000 hits and about 5000 CD’s of Nathan’s testimony were freely distributed in the Middle East and other countries. In October,God blessed Ajay and Ansu with a son Vijay (Mathews Vergis III),granting us three grandchildren in 2012.

As the Lord was leading me with miracle after miracle,Satan was filling the leadership of my ministry with more and more of jealousy. It reached new heights when I became a victim of cruel character assassination by the leadership of my ministry in a three-day fasting prayer in Kuwait. The fasting prayers conducted by the leadership thereafter were similar to the fast conducted by Ahab and Jezebel,where Naboth was falsely accused and stoned to death. I was even branded as a false prophet led by an evil spirit. Though many,whom I brought up in spiritual world,betrayed me,I experienced the stupendous love of my heavenly father more than ever before. He was speaking to me,comforting me and revealing His great plans for me. He told me to remain silent,and He would lift me up and prove to the world that I am led by the Holy Spirit.

In the meantime,I chose to undergo a Bariatric surgery as the Lord instructed. He was with me and I never experienced any pain other than the discomfort of the IV needles and tubes being inserted. It is no exaggeration when I say that Jesus was beside me comforting and strengthening me during and after the surgery. Just a month after the surgery,I left for the Holy Land leading a group of 50 of my brethren,and even led a 24-hour Fasting Prayer in Jerusalem. It was a mighty experience with the Almighty God Himself guiding me,the presence of Jesus,and a heavy anointing of the Holy Spirit on the participants of the fast. The most significant part of the fast was that the Lord in His glory told me He is going to lift me up publicly. I believed it completely,but did not know how the Lord would bring it about.

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God provided me the opportunity when the organizers of the Christian Expo 2012 invited me to take an active participation in the event by being the main sponsor and to launch Word to World TV at the Christian Expo. They requested me to organize a Bible exhibition,as I had done at the Maramon Convention years ago. I was reluctant,but once again the Lord assured me that He would send people to help me organize the event. Thus,many came for the event from abroad and all of us stayed together at Tiruvalla for the whole week enabling tens of thousands to understand and see the glory of the Word of God. The Biblex 2012 spread in 3000 sq.ft. was the biggest draw of the Christian Expo 2012. To my surprise the organizers arranged for the release of my book on Jealousy in the inaugural function by His Grace Philipose Mar Chrysostom Valia Metropolitan. I saw the Hand of God in it,as it was the Lord who asked me to write a book on jealousy while I had undertaken my 9th 40-day fast in June 2011. He had granted me the grace and Wisdom of Solomon to complete it in His grace,so many who had been cut away by Satan’s sword of jealousy,may be saved.

Above all,God gave me an opportunity to speak at the public meetings of the Christian Expo. Thousands from different churches and denominations,from various parts of Kerala,attended the Gospel meetings every evening,which was followed by a musical show. The Lord used me in a mighty way,when I gave the gospel message on the 4th day. Many surrounded me after the message saying that the Lord comforted them and they were touched by the Holy Spirit. Thus,the Almighty God had proved to the pundits of evil spirit in my fellowship about His abundant anointing on me.

God crowned me with stupendous Gifts and Graces at the Annual 72 hour Fast at the end of 2012,which by far brought me the greatest blessing in my spiritual life for the past 43 years. It was attended by people far and wide through video streaming. Hundreds were anointed and renewed by the outpouring of the Holy Spirit in the fasting. It was the greatest spiritual experience of my spiritual journey in a span of four decades. The Lord blessed me with gifts and graces,which very few have ever attained before. I am really very very thankful to the leadership of my parent ministry,who tried to tarnish my reputation and hurled insults at me publicly. It drew me nearer and nearer to God,and finally made God in His mercy to shower His gifts and graces on this poor ‘worm’.

Yes! I was thrown into the fiery furnace of hatred and malice by the leadership of the ministry which I had built up from scratch with my sweat and tears over four decades. The leadership blinded by jealousy,bitterness and avariciousness wanted to destroy me. This enabled me to cling on to God more and more and brought His unfathomed love to me more than ever before. He commissioned me in the dawn of the New Year for an International End Time Ministry,a far cry from a ministry so far confined to only a few hundreds of people in different countries and now shrinking and sinking because the leadership had been struck by Satan’s sword of JEALOUSY. And at the end of it all,God has chosen this poor worm to be made into a new sharp threshing instrument having teeth to thresh the mountains and make the hills as chaff (Isaiah 41:15) and to march forward in the New Year proclaiming His glory to the world.

PRAISE THE LORD!!

All About Case no. 9015290

I reached NY a couple of weeks back to attend the Baptism ceremony of my first grandson,Nathan. It was one of the most important events in my walk with God.

Nathan had developed Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia (CDH) at the 18th week of pregnancy,and the specialist doctor had regretfully advised an abortion. My wife,Raaji,and I were heartbroken as we sat in the presence of God. Saddened,I told God that the Adversary would use this opportunity to accuse and ridicule us further. The Lord spoke to me,saying “I have already revived him. He would have been dead because his intestines had moved up,pushing and squeezing his heart and lungs. He is my child. Do no harm to him,and I will take care of him.”I conveyed the Lord’s message to my son-in-law,Jebu,and daughter,Reji,as they were the ones to make the final decision. Trusting in the Lord,they chose to continue with the pregnancy and informed the specialist team of their decision. The doctors were not at all happy. They warned of the 60% mortality rate and of the huge medical bills involved. However,they were surprised and taken aback during Reji’s next check-up. Nathan’s heart was working perfectly in spite of the pressure it was under. This was the first in a series of God’s miracles in Nathan’s life.

As the pregnancy progressed,Reji was diagnosed with Vasa Previa,which is found 1 in 2500 women with a mortality rate of 50-90%. The umbilical cord got shortened,putting both mother and child in grave danger. God miraculously healed them of this condition. Unexpectedly,Reji’s water broke in the 31st week,and immediately a C-section was done. By God’s grace,Nathan was born on February 27,2012. It was indeed a miracle that Reji had already been admitted to Stanley Morgan Children’s Hospital,in New York earlier in the week. If this had happened at home or in any other hospital closer to our home,Nathan would have been in grave danger because none of the hospitals around have the sophisticated and advanced facilities of Stanley Morgan Children’s Hospital.

Nathan was moved to a ventilator right away. An emergency surgery was required immediately,but the heart lung machine could not be used,as Nathan was too small and fragile. The medical team could not wait any longer,since each passing moment could prove more fatal for Nathan. A five hour surgery was done in which his intestines were moved down. But his wounds could not be closed,because there wasn’t enough space in his abdominal cavity to hold his intestines. At great risk,the wound was kept open and finally closed a few days later. God protected the wound from any infection. More miracles followed in the next 48 hours. God’s mighty hands moved his heart and lungs to their proper positions. The lungs expanded fully,and the heart continued to function properly. The issue of excess bad blood circulating throughout the body was resolved. Nathan’s bilirubin count was dangerously high,but when I cried out before the Lord,within 24 hours,God brought it down. Nathan’s doctors were concerned that he wasn’t passing urine after the surgery. After 72 hours,prayers to God Almighty enabled urine and stool to pass without any problems. Yes,it was only through prayer at every step and the Lord’s healing that helped Nathan survive every crisis. The ventilator was removed,and Nathan was discharged.

Jebu and Reji had documented Nathan’s situation right from the 20th week,when the doctors had advised abortion. Jebu and Reji wanted his healing to be a living testimony to the world,well documented with case number and details of the medical team so that no traces of doubt remained. Nathan’s video testimony was put on YouTube,and hundreds of my spiritual friends contacted me. There were some who wept because of the agony we had to go through,and many praised the Lord for His mighty miracles. Many sent it to their families,friends,and all their connections so much that views for the video on YouTube rose to over 1500. Some even copied the video on a CD and passed it on to their brethren who have no access to the internet.

Yet,amidst this show of solidarity and support for the glory of my miracle-working God,I also heard very negative comments from people who claimed to be led by the Holy Spirit. There was a shepherd in my ministry who strictly told his sheep not to see or speak of this testimony at all. Incidentally,the Lord had used me numerous times to lay my hands and pray for him and his family lifting them up miraculously during many a crisis. The reactions and responses to Nathan’s testimony revealed to me the true nature of the Spirit that was guiding many of the leaders in my ministry. It exposed their shallow relationship with the Almighty God even more than their jealousy and hatred towards me.

May the Lord bless and guide the hundreds and hundreds of my brethren,known and unknown,who continue to glorify God by sharing this testimony. Praise the Lord!